God is great!!!!!
I must say..............
because you know i was just going to write something that i never wanted to......... because you kept me waiting so so much this time, and well before your reply I have got my answers............
I like your habit that you are much shy lady, and I really appreciate that, and i must say that I really have good feelings for you............... But during these days of waiting for your email I have came to a conclusion that you are right in your perspective and I am right on mine, I mean i am talking about our relation and the way its going............
I know i am never good at this thing, so it would always be the same for me, I am sorry for pushing you a bit harder into a relation to work a bit faster, Well its your life style and your own pace, I cant say that you just become what i want you to, its you life style,,,,,,,,
If i picture myself as a good future partner for who ever that girl would be well I think i have at least qualities of a wise and caring person....... I think that its time now to decide should i take this relation that i tried to make with you to another level or not??
Well after long long self talking and discussoin I have concluded that THIS WONT WORK OUT as i expected, and well I think that your and my paths are different. I am thankful to God that i haven't seen you, because maybe after that i dont know what i might had thought or decided.
Why i have decied that it wont wokr with you and me is because I am visiting my parents in December, so will either get married or do Nikkah where ever my parents will say,and i think thats what God wants from me. Because i sometiems laugh at myself that i never ever have been in soem serious relation with any one and it never worked out for me, and i am sure God has some one waiting for me.......... So WELL thats it........
And as a man of my Word, I promise i will never ever ask for any pic or relation with you, no matter what so ever....... so I am happy that we are friends and will always be. If our relation did not work then waht??? we will always be friends......
Never ever think that you were responsible for this, Because i beleive that God had a plan for everyone, so he would have one for you and one plan for me.....
Take care of yourself, be happy keep smiling, best of luck withyour studies and future, and lets always be friends............. for ever. and wish me best of luck with my future wife..... I am totally lost ..... lets see what surprise my parents have to give to me.
Take care Bye